Tue, D8 with the rest.
Ended work only at 8.30pm. Rushed home to prepare. Met xj and erny. Over to D8 at 11.. Left before 12.
Weak that day, probably because of skipping meals.
Met A for prata at 12 since he was nearby.
Been leaving halfway, and was blamed for playing aeroplane.
Home'd at 4am, continued doing work and slept around 6am.

Tue, breakfast with fam then home to rot.

Been burying myself in work, considering switching to sales for bigger connection.

Tml, dinns with gfs. Then chillax.
We used to be happily attached with one happily single. Now we're all happily single with one attached. Fail because we're fucked up girlfriends or happier without boyfriends?
Hopefully I don't have to OT so plans won't be delayed. And am looking forward to lok lok supper and spending some time with friends.

Saturday, hopefully don't go wrong. NEX with butter and cute cousin.

Seriously, I dont like what I'm going through now. Like leading my days with so much secrets about so many things. With friends complaining about me being closed up & setting high expectations so no one could get in. Everyday topics were about 'what car he drives' 'handsome' 'rich' 'how old' 'where is bm' 'where is integra' 'where is fit' 'new target'. Tired.

我需要的是一个男人的胸膛而不是一个男孩的肩膀。asking for too much? I don't think so.

&& I'm thankful for you being so determined to leave me and hard hearted. This way, both of us wouldn't have to suffer. I guess after 3 times of failures, we both know how important we are to each other. To me, things will & can work out. To you, things won't & cannot work out. This much of 'love'. I was right, you love yourself too much to share the love.
Love is give & take. You only expects to take without giving. You should find someone who don't expect anything & loves you unconditionally, loves you more than herself, while she receives all the shits from you. You're too selfish. C & E suits you more.