Got cheated to leave home ytd.
Jon told me that it was only supper.
But it was dam after supper and I only know it when we reached.
Elean's crazy bunch of friends joined us too. Which makes more than 1/2 of the group were strangers. Sticked with drew & co.
Bro came shortly after.
G was nearby, met him instead.
Went for a spin in his new BM conv.
Amk mac with his cute baby & the others aftermath.
Home'd at 3 =.=

Dragged my feet to work.
Suffering from paint smell for 2nd day. Huge headache & chest pain.

Home to change. Golden mile steamboat with bro & co. for sleepy dinner. Sleep to & fro in the car.
Pig came over for some beer & left.

So many brokenhearted this week.
Accompanied piggy for a drink at home. Initial plan was to stay over a my place but I guess she knows I'm mad sleepy so she left.

This sat, 15th..
Next sat gonna be 13th cell organized by chao. Scared yet excited. Very kiampa, ikr.

And I was mindfucked by whatsapp these few days. With the last login & double ticks shit.

They said I'll miss out any right one if i keep dwelling in the past & continue to close myself up.
But I'm tired, I dont want to start all over again, trust & love all over again.
I once gave in my everything to maintain something but it didn't work well. I've lost my confidence, wasted my efforts, tampered my heart. I'll stop doing these to prevent anymore heartaches. Enough. I'd rather be this way now, than heartache again. No more believing in promises but only false hopes.

I miss 鲍鱼面 & lok lok..

Random thoughts before sleep..
Most importantly, imu.