Hello, i guess the toughest thing now is my work.
Other things, not tough anymore. Because i've learnt to not care. Don't do me any good too.

Lesson learnt from the previous relationship ; The more you care the tougher it is. ; The more you care, the more the other party wants to breakfree from you.

Humans are weird. They'd prefer their partner to fuck care them. The more they fuck care, the more they love them.
They won't realised someone's existence till they left . They don't realise how important they are to them till they were gone.

I'm still paying for this expensive lesson. All i have to tell myself is, not to fall too deep nor care too much.

Anyhoo, i hope you'd be strong alright. On the bright side, you know at least she doesn't have to suffer anymore. And that you were by her side till the very last moment of her life.

I'm sorry that i wasn't by your side to comfort you, in fact, i was never by your side when you needed someone. Maybe that's why your friends were priority. Cause they were always with you. Like what we've gone through cannot be compared to what you & your friends had.

Glad that we could actually still talk properly as we've been arguing like a couple after breakup.

If only we talked properly from the start. Think again, because we were not willing to lose to each other.