Buying beautiful things make me happy, that's the only time when i really smiled/laughed.
Today is only the 11th and i'm left with $300. Cool. At least 17 more days to pay day. HOW TO SURVIVE?!
Seriously, idk what im spending on. Maybe clubbing once a week, $300 for a night killed me. ZZZ
Set my eyes on a beautiful satin material watch which i dont even know the brand and searching for it aimlessly.
Looking for discontinued Ralph Lauren Glamourous hoping that i could own it again. Gonna find as many as i can... hehe. If not, i swear not to apply perfume anymore.
Steamboat @ Goldenmile with xiao jon & w ytd. Followed by Glamourous hunting @ Mustafa.
KO'd after watching WGM Adam couple.
Tonight, another aimless night i think. PH was our first plan. but cocked up, Rebel was our backup plan. Think it gonna cock up too :) Maybe i should just stay home to play with Baby Butter.
Shall i snip my hair??? Shall i get a new colour? Shall i dye it black????? Shall i quit this job??? Shall i stop thinking of you???
I stopped wearing our ring. But i still wear it to sleep at night.
That's the only time i allowed myself to think of us.
Crying helps cure insomnia.
Because you'll get tired of crying & fall asleep.