Freedom to do whatever i want. No more go home early unwillingly.
No more "Don't always go out".
Maybe it's a good thing, but definately not good for my heart.
V4 on 1st day of CNY.

Zouk for Mambo night last week

V4 on CNY. Nice background though.

I feel that i cannot find anyone to talk about what happened recently. Felt kinda upset bottling things up. I want to cry out & complain every single shit about r/s & work. But, there's no one there for me. && the only 2 times i cried damn hard was @ rebel & ph when i got myself drunk.
I told myself to stop appearing at those scenes because that's where i will see him. I will stop till i'm totally not affected & done with the previous r/s.
At least, W made my life better by cheering me up everyday without fail.
&& i realised that i haven't been spending enough time at home.
Everyday's routine - Work, meet friends, out till 1am, home to sleep ... and repeating.