I began to consider dad's suggestion to go Aust to study. Maybe because i feel like running away from here. No harm to go too. 3 years isn't short.



Was talking about changing names with cousins ytd. Decided to make appointment next week.
Depends what the person say about our names then decide if to change. But i like YING & Merlyn. IDK, if changing name helps, why not?


You've disappeared. Avoiding is not a way to solve things, that's what you taught. Now that i'm not avoiding, you are. I don't know what shit you're thinking. I guess, it's no point holding on since you don't even know what you want exactly. It shows that your love wasn't strong enough.




Usual routine, grandparents' house.
Okay, Hui's cheesecake was not bad. Not bad to the extent that we can use as punishment in games. HAHA



Then, met J. And over to 755 to meet bro & co. for some drinking.
I became the one who consoled bro. We're in the exact situation. He's the stubborn type who choose to stay & wait for answer, im the decisive type who choose to leave if no answer was given.


Friday, Ruiqi came over to BB to meetup with me.
As expected, she alighted at the wrong bus stop.
Town for Ichiban > Shopped ard far east > Bought my chanel eyeliner, Jumper, Teeshirt > Alleybar for a drink but full > Cine to check movie slots & Kbox but full! > Finally, Swensens' for ice cream > Home'd

Retail therapy costed me $100++ for the 1st night.





Bought this at USS. Couldn't bear to eat it :D



I'd rather be unhappy now than to continue being unhappy for long. I know i can get over this.