Who don't love surprises.

I love simple moments like this.
Sitting down having a simple meal, eating ice cream, happily talking to each other.


When was the last time R surprised me? Ok . Once only. It was indeed sweet at that time. But died off soon after.
When was the last time we actually sat down have a good talk.
When was the last time we sat down had a good meal.
When was the last time we played games together.
When was the last time we looked at people walking pass & laughing at them.
When was the last time we sat on train/bus enjoying the ride.

All these stopped after R ORD'd & start driving. Our topics become work related, road & traffic related.
We started to drift. Today is a bad day. I don't know how to carry on being with someone who thinks that he's always right. I hate to keep repeating for you to put yourself in my shoes. I hate explaining how i feel repeatedly.

It hurts so much. Yet you don't understand.