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Tuesday, April 07, 2009
Botak cheng has got his 3days mc ...
Bro called me in the night around 9+pm ..
Went to bathe and rushed down ..
Off to upper seletar reservoir slack & talk cock with yc , bro , andrew n his gf.. like the usuals .
Talked about army's ghost stories .....
Side tracked to yc's english name . He wanna name himself : STEVEN .. cool manszxzx!
Like so o'biang .. Cos usually people around our age dont call themselves such names . hah

744 for supper .
But i wasn't really full! I actually finished the whole plate of prawn mee ..
Saw kee, ke , kiat & bastard .

755 for drinking & talk cock .
Played dai dee,

switched to "up down"
messed with the cards , purposely want botak cheng kena . sometimes failed . hah

and finally red indian when our bottle is finishing .
best part is ; when we all see yc's card smallest , we keep pouring liquor , when is one of ours , we keep pouring coke . Like it has become our routine . hahh

Home at 4.10am ..



Lunch with sj, XW [bro see!] , mich this wed . hopefully is still on :)








Usuals gg clubbing this friday ):
Gotta be more automatic, if not someone will be real unhappy ehhhh
Want club also wait till may 16th - Jun 3rd mah!
No need report =/











/edited
Time check: 5.10 am .

Today used to be a special day . 7th every month sld be 1yr9months . if everything goes well 6months ago .
Though i've got over it , i still remember how we used to look forward to every month's 7th .
Anyhoo, you've made a great impact in my life .
ILU wont be said out from the me now , i should say , i miss the past you & the past we used to share . Though i dont hope for us being back together . Cos , i'm happy with my life now .

Thank you for those happy & sad times .
Thank you for giving me chances to learn to pick mysef up
Thank you for participating in the growing up of the Ping Ying , now .
Thank you for your love , in the past .
Thank you for always being so forgiving & always giving in to me .
Thank you for being by my side when i needed you , most of the times .
Thank you for giving up on your games , at times .
Thank you for giving me all your time , though i wanted you to spend time with your friends too
Thank you for making me on cloud nine . Days with you (without quarrels) were like , heaven
Thank you for loving me .
Thank you for letting me go when i really made up my mind . And that i've found the one who really cares [at least for now]
Thank you for everyting , old love .

You put me through sad times . You made me walk the path alone , for umpteen times . You gave up on me . When i really thought you weren't come back , and decided on moving on , you came back , telling me so many things . You made me love you so much . You made me realised alot in L-O-V-E . You're the first , i go against my friends' opinions . You're the first one , i truly love , deeply . You're the first for so many things . So much till i cant remember everything .

We've been through so much , and we just let go easily . You tried to hold on , like i always did . Sorry for being stubborn , but letting go is best for us . We dont have to give in things we dislike .





I dont know why i became so emo . But that doesn't mean my heart is still there .
I just feel like saying all these out . For those who was with me through those times , they should understand how i feel . It's been so long , and the impression of him is still so deep . As if he's engraved in my heart . Though we never met since Oct 12 '08 . I still can remember your face , exactly .


















Enough of all these . I've switched to sleeping mode alr !
ADIOS !